my silence world

Had a lot of things to crap now days.It must be the symptoms of my sadness n bored. Tats the fact!! Bluwek...
Im feel so blur n bored tahap dewa. And got this headache sumtimes. To many do and donts!!!
Feeling extremely confused. Sumtimes i wonder wat my life is all about. Life used to have a meaning, have a reason. Everyone so important in my life regarded themselves important in their lives too. So where do i stand?
Arrghhh... why must u be so cruel? Im in pain...