i dunno..

I’m sober now for a week. It’s one accomplishment that 'you' helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again. In my sick way I want to thank 'you' for holding my head up late at night. While I was busy waging wars on myself, 'you' were trying to stop the fight.' You' never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.' You' made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take. So I’ll drive so far away that I never cross your mind. And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind....